Destruct?

Demand. Destress. Dismiss.

A pupil exceeding; through all odds, defeating.
Seduced by a monster, a liar, a thief.
I would have your back, but I'm simply misleading...
And everything here is what makes my knees weak.

I have no desire to remind you of this:

Tangletangle, Our legsfingersbrains.
Scandalscandal, when OldWinter Rains.
Strange flu-like obsessions and twisted insides.
My being is amess.

I'm OhSoAwkward.
A small girl, the world is myplayground.
A fine heart, so sincere myintent.
PleaseListen.
My mind is awake, hummingthrivingcrashing.
I have a whole lot of words to say outloud.
But everything important is so quiet these days./



I feel like maybe sleep will cure me... I'll spend some time with the machines tomorrow. I'll spend some time on my mind tomorrow. Chisel out the unwanted. Throw away the rejects.
Repell.
Things that are alike.
Things that are unkind.
You don't want that.
Magnets?
Things that will collide.
Things that rule these times.
You don't want me./



Dear Joy,
I have a very happy place.
It's inviting you to stay.
The other choice is; walk away.
I'm so satisfied.
But I still don't know you..../

Take these words and run away with them.
ReceiveReward.
Celebrate.
I'm trying to thank you for I've become.